The other day I wrote about how you know that you’re ready for change. It’s rather ironic really because this morning I was awoken at 4 am and have spent the past hour chatting away with GUS (God/Universe/Spirit).
The overall message I’ve received has been that the “time for playing” is over. No longer do I have this “luxury”.
It’s definitely time for a change, I guess.
Apparently, there are souls “out there” that are waiting for me, and depending on me to… I don’t know… wake them up and “lead the way”? Perhaps you are one of them?
As I was writing… That’s how I personally “chat with” GUS…. Through automatic writing. But as I was writing, I was giving the vision of the inside of a spaceship with many cryogenic pods. Each and every one of them had a sleeping body in it, which I felt I was given the responsibility of waking.
Back to the Beginning
“It is time to go back to the beginning. Release the past, dear one. You were reared in the manner for you to be who you are today. However, it was not ideal for who you need to become. The past no longer serves you. It is time to release it. You need to raise your being, your human, your inner child to become who and what is necessary to do what you must.GUS
“This is your turning point. No longer do you have the luxury of ‘playing with’ this.
“Go back to the beginning.
“Document your journey.
“Share your journey.”
So, here we are. Together. At the beginning.
The “Trail Diaries” are taking on a distinct purpose. To document this journey of mine.
Because, quite honestly… I AM going back to the beginning.
This past year has been all about “expanding”, stepping out of my comfort zone to do things that I would not have done otherwise.
I did that, but I’ve also realized in some ways, I’ve started contracting again. Going back to my comfort zone.
Because I haven’t felt as though I’ve had any “successes” in doing what really calls to my heart. In other words, I’ve not connected with those whose lives I’m – somehow – meant to touch.
So, I’ve retreated to the familiar. The comfortable. But I’m realizing that doesn’t even feel terribly comfortable at the moment.
What I Learned
What I learned from my chat with GUS this morning is that no longer do I have the “luxury” of feeling insecure or unworthy.
These are games we all play with ourSelf anyway.
At our core, none of US is unworthy. We’re MORE than worthy. MORE than ENOUGH.
Because each of us is a spark of Divine energy.
The Human Drama we’re engaged in is just that.
It was William Shakespeare that said, “All the world’s a stage.” It really is!
It’s the setting for the GREATEST play ever written. One that each of us writes moment to moment, from one breath to the next.
We are the playwright AND the star of the show!
That’s where I’m at. At the beginning of a new journey.
You may or may not follow along, and that’s okay.
You may pop in from time to time or never again, and that’s okay too.
What’s most important, though, is that I document it because someone out there needs to be aware of it and “hear” it, and that’s who I AM here for.
Until next time, dear friend, may you and yours be well.